I don't think any of us know what relationships are about...well, I guess I am making a claim after all, lol. I know whatever happened romantically with my exes there was always a strong element of exchange. It's as if we traded something we each needed that the other had.

This last one was fascinating. We've been meandering off and on for quite some time and every time is the same pattern. We approach each other like strong magnets and I guess when we have what we need the magnets flip and off we go. Weeeeee!
It's as if we come to each other for 'real' air to breathe in order to deal with what's coming.

There is a strong friendship as well. It's more than a friendship. I'm not sure what to call it. Either way it's been a weird and unusual trip that's for sure.

I'm back to drawing (board, hehehe) and I love it. It's my only social life and it's with awesome people. We are in opposition politically but because we love and respect each other, discourses and 'disagreements' are more like banter than anything else. It's probably one of the last few remaining spaces where people can fundamentally disagree and still respect and love each other. lol.

I think a big part of what helps is that I don't take myself, ideas, or thoughts too seriously. Did you know that is actually the eleventh commandment? Do not take thyself too seriously.

I'm always reminded that we truly have a short time on this planet. As far as I can tell this is all we have so I tend to use Death as the ultimate measuring stick. "Compared to dying how does this of that opinion matter." It generally doesn't. Hahaha.

Any way that's all for now. Tschüss